There was another screaming match on Saturday with ex bf. He accused me of cheating (the fuck!?!) and prefer to be with my friends than with him.
I wonder where’s Edwin I used to know. I’m not entirely innocent in our breaking up, but I don’t think I deserve his accusations either.
Oh well…. here’s my history with him.
I’ve known him for almost a year. He’s close friends with Rizal, who’s in my gang. My gang is a mismatch of
- bookish geek, part time shy girl, full time flirt Pru(me),
- nerdy David, who greets the gang in private with ‘Live long and prosper’ complete with hand gesture but is too self conscious to do that in public. Thank god,
- social butterfly Aisha, who befriends everyone from the dean to my neighbor’s grumpy cat,
- independent woman Rahma, she’s my gal, my confidante in matters of the heart, my devil’s advocate and my tormentor rolled into one.
- mature Rizal, who’s always been dependable to bail me out from messes I make since high school.
When Rizal struck a friendship with Edwin, he started to hang out with us and he fit in right away. He’s bookish too and has what I can only call as Brit’s wit. We both like fantasy than SF, so we ganged up on David, who’s been badgering me to convert to SF (because fantasy usually revolves around magic and he’s an unbeliever). I liked him a lot, I wasn’t head over heels in love with him, but I was very fond of him, so we started going out. It was great at first, then after a month he started to…hover. It started slowly then it escalated. He picked me up from class, from work, drive me everywhere, and call me several times a day even after he just left me. I was a bit naïve and thought that he was just being attentive boyfriend on the side of clingy. I told him he needed to take a step back and I’d like us to hang out with the gang a bit more because we had been kinda neglecting them and I needed some me time too. I phrased it much more nicely, of course, because I didn’t want to hurt his feeling. But he just didn’t understand. So a week later I broke up with him for good.
Well, after seeing him in hysterics in 2 public scenes now I think he’s kinda unstable. Especially with the wild accusations of me cheating on him with R and D (I don’t know with which one or both, he was rambling @_@). I got scared. Luckily, the gang was there this time and it ended quickly after D and R showed him their Neanderthal sides. He’s now persona non-grata in our circles. I hope he got the message and stay away from me.
On to lighter stuff~
I AM JEALOUS!!!! This sounds like so much fun!!! I want! I want! I want! Ahh… if only I could grow wings and fly to Japan T^T And their goodies are always gorgeous too. At least those I can get. Prayer performance sounds intriguing X] Militaristic! Ash said it’s like a tribute to Lady Gaga or Madonna, but militaristic perf reminds me of MJ instead. Ahhh….. Ash and Melissa are so lucky to follow w-inds. all around Japan for their summer tour. Though it puts their finance In the Red (kekeke, pun intended)
By the wayyyyyyyyyy………… I’ve watched KAT-TUN(-A) perf on Mnet. The auto tune is annoying but the song is addictive. Downloaded it and it’s been on loop since this morning alternating with Miss A XD. KATTUN’s choreo is like change position here, robotic move there, and just let your body follow the music the rest of the perf. LoL. Very all over the place but entertaining nonetheless. Koki is so greasy and cocky I don’t know whether I want to kiss him or smack him in the face. And I think Mr.Cameraman loves Maru a bit too much XD
Another Day Another Drama? Same Shit Different Day?
IDEK anymore. TVXQ fandom is going down the drain IMO.
It’s no secret I’m siding with JYJ regarding the lawsuits. But, everytime there were fanwars discussions about it I’ve always been neutral and defended JYJ and HoMin both when the blaming game began. The blaming game began because fans are angry that they’re denied TVXQ, but guess what, TVXQ is a closed chapter for me. I’ll be delighted if they reunite someday, but I’m not holding my breath. I held my breath at the beginning but did reality check then decided I should breathe before I die for lack of oxygen. I’ve also tried to believe blindly (AKTF!!1!), needless to say, not-so-religious-me couldn’t stand that at all. So instead of getting trampled between the warring fans, I’m out of defense team, ignore blamers, and join the cheerleaders! That’s right, cheerleader! Not cheering the fans to kill each other of course, but cheering the boys!
JYJ sue SM millions of dollars ::cheers::
JYJ work with KanyeLand ::shake pompom::
Sexy Ho for mags ::oh yeah!do cartwheels:
Minnie on catwalk ::scream!do backjump::
Stupid fans coming my way ::runs to opposite direction::
In supporting them as artists, I admit I’m very picky. My main interest lies in music. Not drama, musical or modeling. I won’t purchase their drama DVD nor merchandise nor mags, but albums and concert DVDs are must buy. Singles & vacation DVDs are optional.
Their other activities I usually respond with “oh, you wanna try that huh? Good luck. I’ll check it out later” If it’s new songs I’ll be like “omg!omg! Exsytedd!!!” LoL
That’s why I’d like to tell homin to please hurry release new songs too. I want to hear you sing, not drama or musical. I’m sorry to say that I’m not very enthusiastic with Goong nor PM, I’m just not into it at all. SM town will whet my appetite a bit, but I need new songs. ASAP. I’m losing interest in you guys. And it saddens me very much.
Let’s close this long babble post with…
Kei’s sexy abs =D
That sheen of sweat on his hip is distracting.
In a very good way 😉